and all while Gormley is conquering the world today.....

ooh the compartmentalizing in my brain right now.
the split down the center that allows me to keep moving forward.
take on more responsibility
attempt to tackle demons that have been sitting dormant since i learned to walk.

both times.

getting ready for a battle that i have no control over

sending letters
letting go
getting up
pushing through
holding in tears on the train
laughing at parties

and meaning it

laughing so that i can
let go
get up
push forward
hold in tears on the train
and laugh like i mean it