start as you mean to go on..

the first time i remember looking at a girl and thinking
"um..im not sure exactly whats going on here, but i really want to lick her head"
it was annabella lwin




i remember leaving the tv on in the living room in case the video came on. then i would run (generally falling over something–because im a clutz) to watch it. I would sometimes even shriek.

gay.

so
unbelieveably
homo

how no one ever came up to me at 9 and said:
"Jenny, for christmas, we decided to get you these Birkenstocks. Right now you wont understand, but someday it will all make sense to you", is really beyond my comprehension.
at 16, i picked this tall girl whose only resemblance to annabella lwin was brown hair.
it snowballed from there:
natalie merchant
bjork
michelle Rodriguez

and like my denial that i am picky about food...
when confronted with it,
i will absolutely deny
that i have a type.